sorry, even if no one responds at least i am talking, my closest friend told me 10 yrs ago to leave and walk away....i didnt listen cos i believe in marriage and the long haul... but.... wot is keeping me going is my job.... but i am not doing that well cos i am depresse.....have thought about suicide but my children need me because i am rational and they talk to me...... i dont wnt them to really on him cos there is nothing to realy on. sorry
