((( fizzle )))

Wow. I have thought of you so much during your haitus from the boards.

I'm so glad that things are inching towards better, but with lots of hard work.

Hang in there....seems you had the resolve to get this far, must be for the incredible M you wanted in the end!

The pen: throw it away. You have other pens, right? Just get that bad karma out of your life and give it no power.