Talked to H briefly yesterday and he implied that he'd call to take me out on the boat today. He knew D16 had plans. I was pleased that maybe he wasn't taking FF flying after all. By 11 I hadn't heard from him, so my mind went back to his plans. I jumped in the car and drove to the little airport. I just wanted to see if his car was there. My timing would be such that I wouldn't see him. No confrontation planned! His car wasn't there. Started to go to the boat and then drove home instead. Stopped by the grocery store to get something healthy to eat. I have only cooked 2 meals since H left. That is not good for either D16 or me, I know! Maybe H will be here at dinner time. He might like a home cooked meal, too.
Had a message from H when I walked in the door! He had called about the time I was pulling out of the driveway. Weather wasn't so great for the boat ride, but he said he might stop by later. I will hurry and do some cleaning so house will look decent if he really does come over.
Almost sent him email with two of Michelle's articles: one on spending time together and the Marriage Map. Maybe another time. Just wanted to give him a different point of view besides the separation that he feels he needs.
