Valentines day massacre

[outtaluck]

Hey....

Made it back :-) I'm at the library looking for job listings so I thought I'd drop in.

I'm at my parents :-( 4 people in 2 rooms..ugh...think I'll go crazy soon. Back killing me from sleeping on floor. Slightly less stressed though.. well, its a different stress anyway...

Had to see her yesterday to pay cell bill...really strange being in my house and its not my house...

Conversation was the usual awkward stuff...

It was her birthday last sat....gramps bought her a $300 cross necklace....guess the kids won't be eating this week :-)

About those papers...she has them all filled out...plans on taking maiden name back and all....not seeing much hope here...

My plan is just to get the best life possible....first get a job... Someone called about a job yesterday, but I was forwarding calls from the old phone, and she stopped service on that line yesterday...so potential employer doesn't have my number...thats why I'm at library to find the old listing..

I don't know what to do with W at this point...I don't plan on calling....she took her cell off too, so I couldn't if I wanted...its all on her now....

So what should I do when she presents those papers to me??? Sign?? What happens if I don't.... Part of me just wants to say the heck with it all.....but I do still love her...

Bah...

Anywho....I should have internet at the flop house :-) in a day or so...so I should be able to get back....running out of time here (60 min)

Hope all is well with you LN, and everyone else...

Cheers :-)