Ok, I’m kind of struggling today, nothing major happened just was thinking last night, and hoping you could shed some light. Anyway, she said she would call, in fact she told me she loved me on Wed night, it was on a complete high when I went to bed and most of the day yesterday. But when she didn’t call or anything yesterday (I text messaged her telling her that I hope she got some sleep and feeling a little better. Also that I would be more than willing to pick her up at the airport, it will make her long trip end on a good note. That was in the morning), I was hurt again. Two steps forward one step back, I had that dance.
Anyway, I was thinking this through last night. Say we do get back together and are extremely happy again. If we did separate again, is the second time any easier than the first? I had never really thought too much about it, I was always on the mentality that if we do get back together, that will be it. How did you handle the feelings of maybe just letting this one go and try for another? I get that once in awhile when I have a setback, but then when I look at how much we loved each other just a short time ago I’m convinced that I need to hang in there.
