The thing that is going to hurt me the most is not seeing my DD every morning and every night if we do D.
And regardless of what anyone says, our relationship will not be the same as it is now (or if W and I were still together). And I don't even want to think how DD is going to handle it when she finally realises what is happening.
DD takes alternative nights sleeping with W or myself as we are in separate rooms. She skips some nights with W and prefers to stay with me, because she loves the way I read books to her (makes me feel special)
It just breaks my heart when I watch her sleeping, still the happy little thing she has always been, not knowing what is going on.
You know she still has dreams of flying every couple of nights(which is thought to be a happy and free feeling dream).
Thank you again for your encouraging words.
How are things going with your sitch? I hope things are looking brighter for you.
AndyV M38 W36 D7 M 13 years Together 17 years W wants D mid Dec 06 (ring off) W wants separation early Jan 07 (she backdated to Oct 06) EA revealed end March 07 (Nov 06 W first meeting with OM) Hallmark moment "I care for you but am no longer in love with you."
