My W called me this afternoon to tell that I can pickup our kids at a friends house. She is acting like my 5D throwing a fit. I hope she figures out that she is not punishing me by not seeing me. Mind you I would love to see my W and have a great M but that is not were we are at.
I picked up the girls, headed home, and threw a pizza in the oven for dinner. While we where waiting for dinner to cook my daughters friends from next door came over to play. Their mom also came by to chat. My 5D showed our neighbor her lose tooth to which she then took it out. So my 5D has lost her first baby tooth. It is going to kill my W not being here for that and knowing that it was our neighbor who helped won't be easy for her to swallow either. We will she how she reacts to the news. My 5D left her a message on her cell phone. I know I was on a business trip when my 5D started walking for the first time and that emotionally was hard on me not being there for it.
I am emotionally doing alot better now that I have my girls. They are just to precious. D2 is already in bed for the night and D5 is still hanging out next door with her friends.
I got a hair cut tonight, my neighbor is also my stylist. Let's see if my W notices, she did not last time. We actually decided on a new style for me nothing drastic but it should defiantly be noticable.
I'm still hoping and praying that this will all workout.
