There were problems in my childhood and I was told early on that sex was a bad thing. I think that I've always viewed sex as a thing that you just didn't talk about. I never caught my parents doing anything. I hardly ever even saw them kiss or hug.
When I was dating in high school, college, pre-marriage it always a lot of fun because I was doing something that was "wrong." I was being "bad".
I wonder if this is something I should look into more?
