hes_my_man2, It is a tough road, but with lots of PMA you can leave behind your fear. A good book about handling emotions and changing thinking/solving patterns is "why can't you read my mind. Give it a try, hang in there!
runningoutoftime , Yes, we'be been through the worse of piecing together, and here we are! stronger and able to give feedback to those in pain, I see your posts around, it is so sad when people come to these boards all broken and desperate, I pray for them all.
Cadesmom34, I'm very happy that he left on a good note w/you, know that he and all of our troops are in my prayers every night. I'm very happy to hear you have decided to take the high road and be supportive and positive instead of wallowing in distrust and fear, kudos hon!!
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.