Sven, the hard part is I feel like I'm in a fog or something. I really can't seem to think straight right now. I keep thinking, where the heck did that come from? Pleasant trip, nice easy going phone calls, no R talk, no pressure and then, BOOM!
You're right, I have to get the focus off of W/R, and onto me and my children.
I know it sounds ridiculous but, how? I honestly feel like I've been suckerpunched. I am functioning but partially knocked out. You know that feeling after a brutal workout or long run, just out of it and can't seem to get it together.