Light at the End?

[~Sol]

I'm doing better right now but I despise the continued contact with a$$hole and their continued friendship after what they did. This is just freakin fantastic......(sigh).

Of course she won't tell me the truth, so why should I let my guard down and begin to trust her? I really don't know what she wants, I tried to talk to her about it, she gets defensive with R talks, even if I approach her in a calm manner and don't raise my voice.

I am thinking that perhaps I am really am her "meal ticket"......