emotionally drained

[Confused_in_AZ]

I took the opportunity to really look at myself and really to find who I am. While the whole process is something that I would not wish on my worst enemy, I am really happy that I have had the time to really focus on me. I think it is something that many are not able to have the opportunity to view ever.

Having said that, it still is not that easy. I still miss my XW. Still would like to work things out with her and to rebuild but it takes two to do that. Deep inside, we are really the same people that we were when we first met. Things are altered but still we are the same. Just takes time I guess to realize that.

Funny item, a few weeks ago she mentioned that she heard from a friend of ours that we have not spoken to in a couple years. She is getting remarried and found her new husband online. But before that, she was actually matched up with her XH on the site as two compadible people! Kind of funny. She saw it that the sites don't work, I saw it as two people that really are good together, but who just didn't want to work on themselves or the R to make it work!

Hang in there! We are all there when you need!