Very new to this posting, so please bare with me if I do not have all of the lingo down, but I am at the point where I am reaching for anything. Been married for over 10 years, but the last 2 have been the worst of my life.
Long story short is my w has had 4 affairs that I know about over the last 2 years. Each time I have tried to fight through it. I do not believe in d, i have 2 little girls that I cherish, and can't imagine life as a broken family.
The most recent affair caused me to really question whether or not I should continue to try. However, this one really seemed to get my w attention, and even our mc said she really appeared broken and humbled. Well, that was until last week when I found out after 6 mos the affair never really ended.
The sad part is that I am really numb to this now. The thought of her with someone else doesn't even bother me. What bothers me is potentially having to look my girls in the eye and tell them that mommy and daddy cannot work this out.
Half the time I am ready to quit and do exactly that, but there are other times when I think I need to continue to work on this. But, for how long? Am I crazy for even entertaining this idea?
I am heart broken, but not for her, but for my kids. She again is saying that this time is going to be different, but she has said that everytime. I think it would be easier if these affairs were worth something and she would want to leave.
I am in need of help. Can't continue like this... Any advice out there?
