For some reason I am feeling so down today. Nothing happened, but the whole situation just started hitting me again, and it feels like a really heavy burden is on me. Why now, when H just told me the other day that ow went back to her H? And that at first made me feel like I have even more of a chance to save our M. But now, I just feel sad, and want to just sleep for a long time. Maybe it's just I am thinking too much about everything, or maybe I don't 100% believe H about ow.
