Yoyo,
I wish we could be friends rightnow, we don't even have that going for us. Our R has disintegrated to the point were there is not much left to it. While she has been in IC for the last few months and not totally honest with the C she has rapidly fell further away from me and I think her C was supporting her leaving me. I hope her C is changing her tune a littlebit now knowing about the A being on going. Unfortunately, now we are to the point were I don't know if she could ever change her feelings towards me. I had some hope earlier on but as time has gone on it has been getting trampled on by my W. I just keep praying that God will change my W heart towards me.

I had IC this afternoon and it went fairly well. She gave me some homework for the first time today which was nice to go away with an action item, though it is kind of a bummer what I need to do.

My W wrote a letter to the OM indicating that they could nolonger communicate except on a professional level. My FIL is planning on delivering it to the OM. We will see if they are finally able to stop... I am not getting my hopes up.

Today is day 2 of our seperation and so far my W is respecting my boundaries. I am hopefull that she can atleast respect this request of mine. Again we will see how this goes.

-EmtnRllrCstr


Me - 30
2 girls- 3,6Current