well we talked for about an hour last night. She still blames me for everything she argues than blames me saying this is what i do to her and than starts crying she cries everytime we talk. She said its not that doesnt want to be with me but that she cant cause we dont get along than we get off phone and she text me about my dads passing a few months back saying that is so sorry and she misses him so much and she hates that has not been there for me thru this. She also said she will be down here again where i live this weekend which is hour away from her house she has coming down here everyweekend for last few weeks her parents live here to so maybe she is just here to see them everyweekend but bieng me i think she is here to get closer to me im so confused with all this i think i should just give up im tired of her pulling me in just to tell me she wants me but cant
