He left you this message b/c really he was just phoning to hear your voice. This man DOES still love you Lisa. Let him do so in his own way for now.
FWIW I have seen a 'different' Lisa in the past few days. That may well be due to the hormones etc and the fact that you are hurting so very much BUT as an outsider readling your comments I can see why B may think you have not changed. I know you have and I know that at the moment you are running scared BUT B doesn't. Give both of you a break. My S14 has a phrase that he uses when he feels I have nagged him too much 'if you haven't got anything nice to say mum please don't talk to me!' it's a really good way to avoid arguements with anyone let alone an MLC H.
Take care
Me 43 XH 45 M 2.7.88 Divorce 7.10.09 Kids D20,S17 & D15
