That's the thing, I can't move on without resolving this with her. I know she will deny, but having a PA while still married shows me her lack of integrity towards marriage in general, her partner, herself, her children, and it was such a selfish act.

Now that she is trying to get "close" to me, it hurts even more. It stings. She goes back and forth, admitting it, then denying it when it conveniences her. Does she even have any morals???? Right now I don't even see her as a "girlfriend", much less a "friend" to me, she can't think that she can just hide it and move on, can she?

She's just a babysitter to me. this morning she was nice again, as soon as she entered the house she came all the way to the bathroom this time where I was fixing my daughter's hair (I always fix it for her) and she gave me a kiss. Strange, really strange. Last night when she came out of the shower, she called me, she was naked and hid behind the door, I have seen her naked before so I just let it go and walked away. Then when she came out of the bedroom she gave me a hug. Another strange thing. Just her recent change of behavior at the time I am getting tested for her infection, and STDs on my own accord, and also when OM told me about the PA - she is acting super-nice.

What is going on here?


Last edited by sol1696; 05/02/07 02:36 PM.
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