I thought all this crap was over with and we were just in the healing stage, I don't know if I can go through this again. I don't know if I can survive finding out any more "stuff" I really don't want to know about. I have suspected there were other "things" prior to this time but that was in the past and I left it there. There is no way to find out about it anyway, so what's the point. But if it is still going on now, I just don't even want to think about that. However, on the other hand, I NEED to know so I can make the right decision to move forward with or without him

And I think that is what he is scared of too. If I do find out anything more, he's afraid it will be the end. But that is MY decision not his. He's made his choices and now he has to face the consequences.

Heywyre

M - 57
H - 65
1st A-bomb - Nov 27/02
2nd A-bomb - Dec 13/06
together 21 years
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Insanity is doing something over and over and expecting different results (Albert Einstein)