Well my W and my IL went to 5D t-ball game. I had fun even though the interaction between my W and I was.....well there is no interaction. After the game was over my W brought our girls home and got them ready for bed, while I went grocery shopping. While at the store I decided to buy a couple of magazines so that I can replace my W magazines with ones that I would actually enjoy reading. With me at home at night I decided to have a little more of me in this house and not so much of my W. So replacing her magazines with InFisherman and Mens Health I think is a good start. Next, I am going to stop all her DVR recordings at night, they always start recording something while I'm in the middle of watching a show.
My W looked miserable tonight, don't know if that is because of me or because she is trying to get over the OM.
One of my pastors a couple of weeks ago offered to start bringing meals to the house for my family while we are going through this crazy time. I intially turned him down, but now that I have the girls at night a meal that I don't have to cook from time to time will defiantly help. He is the one that was here the other night and confronted my W so he said that he would be the one to bring the meals to our house. He doesn't want anybody else knowing about the sitch either.
I really wonder how long my W will let our current arangement go on for. She had to get up at 4 am every morning to get to the house in time for me to leave for work. This will take a toll on anybody not used to being a early riser. I am going to be firm with my stance that I do not want her back into the house until the A is proven to be over, I just cannot legally keep her from coming home.
My W never mentioned to me what her and her C talked about and if we are going to do MC with her counsler or another C. I am going to give her a few days before I bring it up.
Something has been gnawing at me since I talked to the OM W earlier today. Maybe this is me being hopefull, but since they are still being effectionnent with each other you would think that there might be hope for them. Even though my M feels hopeless I hope that my W truely does end it and give their M a chance.
The OM W told me she saw her L as soon as she heard from me that my W was caught at his hotel room. So in away the info that I feed his W pushed her over the edge. I told her truth so there is nothing for me to be ashamed of but it stinks that is was my info that got the ball rolling on their D.
