((((stubborn)))) I know it's hard and you seemed to do a really great job. No matter what you do, it will be wrong. No matter what you've done, it would've been wrong. Sooo not about you here. I wish I had good advice for you. I wish I knew when enough was enough for you. Just keep being you and keep building a life with that precious girl. Some good will come out of this, you'll see. Take care. Hope you can do something nice for yourself today.