Light at the End?

[~Sol]

I will confront her Root. I will do it once I have my test results back. I can't believe she would put me at risk by not telling me and making me think they did nothing but kiss. She never admitted to the kissing part, but her "love emails" prove otherwise.

It will all come out. I hate secrets too. And I have the nerve to let the whole world know what she did. I only told a select few about the PA, but I don't want to be vengeful towards her - I just feel like it sometimes. It makes my teeth clench!

She called me at work complaining that I didn't check the bills. I countered with "why didn't you check them also?" She got angry with me, putting the blame on me again. I stood my ground and after calling her back I asked her if she had "calmed down". She actually told me she was "sorry" for treating me disrespectfully over the phone. Man, I am NOT a little kid to her, that's how she's been treating me for years. But it was a nice gesture on her part. I think she knows what I know, OM tells her everything. Go figure.

The doctor just called me. I'm OK for HIV and syphilis (negative). But I am awaiting the rest of the tests for gonorrhea and her infection that I was swabbed for.

I think the doc will call tomorrow.

Half of the test cleared. I'm still a nervous wreck though.