FijiOrBust, Thanks for the advice. I am actually on some meds now, but they are technically not for depression, more for anxiety. and where I live, it will be hard to get an appt. with another doc before 5/8. I've stuck it out this long, I can wait another week. I did see my wife yesterday, but only briefly. I actually woke her up, so she wasn't at her best. I kept it short and sweet. She called me later, but only chatted, didn't talk about the R. She said she will call later in the week. This week is just really bad. there is a lot of clean up work at the house, I am trying to get the house repainted, because I am going for refinancing. At first the didn't want to send out an appraiser, now they want to. I'm deathly scared they will try to screw me out of the house's value. Just lots of stuff on my plate right now.
