Light at the End?

[~Sol]

I got off the phone with my W about my doctor's appt. I told her I got the medicine for the same infection she has, but I went further. I told her I got tested for STD's via swab and blood sample. She asked me why. I wanted to tell her why, but I just said it was my choice. I am waiting for the results.

She seemed really nice on the phone and told me ILY when we hung up. I am trying not to lose my cool after I found out about her PA, and now I am getting tested. I hope she wises up and gets tested herself. I have a feeling that the PA will need to come out, either now or in a few months - if I can hold out that long. First - the test results.

I also have a feeling she wants for both of us to come "clean" about any kind of infections that she claims I may have given her just so she can have sex again. I don't feel like going there at this time, not now. But I am getting mixed up about her continued attempts at being "nice" to me, as if she found out from OM what he told me, now she's panicking? They still talk, after all.