Thanks, Heywyre! And yea, I do tend to get caught up in self-pity. But thanks for the virtual hugs. 12_51, it's good to hear from you. You must be hurting like hell (I know the feeling well!) But keep posting and keep talking. That's what is pulling me through this day. Although I FEEL like giving up, I won't. So 12_51, if I don't give up, you can't either! Imay see my W for a short while tonight, so maybe I'm worked up over that. I'd like to get her alone, and hug the stuffing out of her! We'll see, maybe I can sneak a few kisses in. But I won't count on it.
