I hear you. Thanks for the input, because it put some things into perspective. And I will continue C, even if W doesn't. For some reason, I just feel really lost today. I'm the one who still is in the house, and no matter where I look, I see reminders of her. My W said that I had shut down on her before she left, and I can see her point of view. I had fallen into a rut. I feel like a good cry, maybe later, when I am alone. I know that He never would, but sometimes I feel like even God has walked away from me. I try to believe that no matter what, He has my best interests at heart, but it is hard to see that right now. Today is nothing but pain! But thanks for being there. I am very grateful!
