the princess went to the lawyers to do her finacials.....done..due tomorow court ordered....i feel now like i am on a ride i have no control over...being swept along by a rip tide.
I did not txt H at all the few days.....i got a snyde one...about answering him late last nite (bathroom?)
I told him today in a txt i was sick.....and it would work out if he came to see smudge tonite or tomorrow nite.....which just happen to be OW's only 2 nites off.....arent I clever???

But I do feel sick to my stomach and drained with a headache. I would like to tell him this is not what I wanted...

oops I guess id better straighten that tiera....

Me 53
H 51
OW 25
Bomb may 06
left june 8/ 06
ILYBNILWY (twice!)
7/6/07 H wants to come home
7/21/07 H comes home
7/07 -7/08 long haul letting go of OW
now piecing in earnest