Light at the End?

[~Sol]

Well, I just came back from the doctor's and I had a full STD check up, including testing for trichomona, and I got the same prescription my W has. I suspect my W wants to finally have sex, but I am still repulsed by her.

It wasn't a pleasant experience, not for guys. Ouch. But I am glad I had it done. Should have had it done earlier. Now, I don't know if my W had herself checked out since she has had a few doctors appts herself. If I bring it up, it means that I am accusing her of having sex with this guy, but I am not touching her until I know for sure if I have anything from her. I have been faithful to her all this time. Never had an affair. Many people in the military do, especially on ships all the time. It;s never on the news, but I have seen the court-martials posted everyday when I was serving. Lots of careers ruined because some chief or an officer couldn't keep their pants zipped.

I'm getting back to GAL, might as well keep working out, shaping my abs and trimming down. I only have the future to look forward to, right? Trying to make it a positive one!