2in2

Oh I hear ya!! Been there, done that. This is the second time around for me so I know where you are sitting, and its not a very nice place. If you can, get out and go for a walk. I know it is the last thing you feel like doing but it will really help you clear your mind

It's too bad you can't see the doc for almost another 2 weeks - this is the time you REALLY need the meds. Its the worse possible time. I know me saying it will get better doesn't really help because I remember a time no one could tell me, and I would believe, that it would get better.

When the second bomb hit it was just 10 days away from Christmas - try acting happy around family when they don't have a clue what you are going through (we didn't tell anyone and I am glad we didn't)

Are you seeing a C at all? That would REALLY help too. At least it is a better time of year and the sun is out (well, once in a while - lol)

I wish I had a magic wand to take away the pain, I know how intense it can be at times.


Heywyre

M - 57
H - 65
1st A-bomb - Nov 27/02
2nd A-bomb - Dec 13/06
together 21 years
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Insanity is doing something over and over and expecting different results (Albert Einstein)