Heywyre, Thanks for getting back to me! I was starting to feel like NO ONE was around. Yes, I have an appt. on 5/8 with my GP, and AD's are definately on my list. I am working on changing me, but I'm going slow. The hardest parts now are that memories of the good times are flooding in, and (I'm sure you know) they bring a lot of sadness. Now, my wife hasn't filed, and as I said before, she calls this sep. a "wake-up call". But for some reason I really feel fragile today. My motivation is practically nil, and I just want to hide. How can something that started out so good, turn into s#*t? Thanks for listening, and feel free to share any other insights with me. I'm being as open-minded as possible.