I created a lot of the issues I deal with due to my cheating, you were thrown into this mess..
I was never one for praying, except for recently. Not very religious I am afriad, but I do hold a couple of things to keep me going...Faith and hope.
We all have our days where we feel we have just had it with out stich, and can't take another minute of it. Then we come here and talk, or something happens to change our mind and remind us of what we are trying to accomplish.
You, my dear woman, have a tremendous amount of patience, along with many others here. Most of the things you are putting up with and dealing with, most would not have made it this far. I know other couples who have separated for far less.
Take comfort and be proud of yourself that you just did not give up. You continue to try to save your marriage. Stay stong, and whatever the outcome is, you will have become a stonger better person from this experience.
