12_51 How are you feeling today? It's Monday, I haven't heard from my wife all week, and I feel pretty down. I also got whacked with a financial issue I wasn't expecting. What a way to start off the week! There are some days that bring me to the level of despair, and today is one of them. Sometimes I feel nothing good is ever going to happen again! I feel really down today. There is a part of me that wants to have a big bawl, but this isn't the place for it. I just get so disgusted! I am so hoping that my W still thinks of me, and is still wanting to re-engage at some point. I just don't know. All I know is that I love her and miss her. I wish I would have woken up sooner.
