MC, I'm so sorry that you are feeling such intense pain. I know what you mean about being an emotional wreck. Just when you think things are improving slightly they throw you a a curve ball. Take care of yourself and enjoy your children. Know that we are all going through ups and downs and we are here for you.
Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyze you, they're supposed to help you discover who you are. -- Bernice Johnson Reagon