Just ranting a bit here. Thanks to Theo for talking me off the pursuing ledge earlier today. I just get these feelings that I am losing my W more and more every day. Even though I see all the positives in our interactions and the positives IN ME, sometimes I feel like I am not even in "contention" for my wife to see the light.
Sometimes it seems like she is only doing things with me to pacify me so she has more opportunities to see the OM. I am sure that I am being over sensitive and over analyzing the situation, but with all of her lying, I get crazy.
HB, I don't know how you handled the seperation. I am 99.9999% sure that she is with the OM, as S6 has been calling her for the last 3 hours and she isn't home. He wants to tell her goodnight, because he never got a chance to say goodbye this afternoon. It is amazing how long it takes to shop for kids shorts I guess. I guess I am just having a really bad bad day.....
Me: 44 S: 17 and 7 Final-6-13-08 I once went to a psychic who told me I would soon feel cheated......
