Sol - you need to be still. This is all fresh for you right now. You're entitled to the anger but from experience, in a couple of months you will get the anger in check and you can really process this to see if it's something you truly want to save, not just reacting in anger KWIM?
....Understand, that I can't, not be what I am I'm not the milk, and Cheerios in your spoon ~ Avril Lavigne ~ ..."Nobody's Fool"...
