I hope you can become content, leaving isn't easier than staying.
Thanks for that. I know that is true because I've lived it already (when H left). And the more I think about it all, the more I think I am full of sh!t about not having a guilty conscience about all of this stuff. If I didn't have a conscience, I'd just be off doing whatever the heck I want to do and not on this board trying to figure myself out. I'm not going anywhere anytime soon and I'm a fighter. I've been with H a long time dealing with all of this crap so I can suck it up some more. It's just nice to vent sometimes. And you are right, I'm lucky H is at least willing to try. Still need to process all this. My mind is constantly going back and forth on the issue. But that's ok. That's the way it is. LFL
