Sashaying thru Seperation II

[mcojh]

Thanks Aud. It was a good time.

I saw W at a church Pot Luck. I again made no extra effort to talk to her initially. She seemed to seek me out a couple time to see what we were doing (I was playing cribbage with FIL and another couple).

The only thing that bugs me was I asked her if S6 could go home with her for a couple hours so S15 and I could go work out. She said she was busy and couldn't do it. I never asked what she was doing, but it ticked me off.

Later, she offered to me that she was going shopping for shorts for the boys because they had none. I told her that I had plenty to do at home and it was no big deal.

I went home and cut the grass and after I was done, I fell off the snooping wagon again. I looked at her cell records and saw that she called the FOM. Why does this upset me so???? What can I do to quit looking??? Why is she so attractive to me and so hurtful??? How can I get through this????