Having a happy weekend. The difference is that I am not alone. Judy and Paul are here this weekend and they are keeping me hoppin'!!!!!1
Went to church this morning. Moving service. I got alot from it. It was about words. Free choice and the will of God. He actually mentioned crisis. He actually repeated the disappointment of divorce.
It is so nice to give yourself to an opportunity to hear God's word, and there it was. Telling me to not give up.
I am strenghtened this morning.
I have to say something to all my friends out there.
You have all made such a difference in my life. I want to tell you that some of the things that you say to me are right on the money, some are not, but all your words and thoughts are appriciated and carefully considered. Please keep them coming. They are all equally valuable and precious to me. I may sound like a broken record, but through no choice of my own, I live alone. My work is far enough away that friendships at work do not carry over to my life at home. My work is important to me, and I am there alot of the time, and taking care of the minimum around here. Supporting my daughters, building a house, helping with wedding plans, are other aspects of my life that take my time. I have friends that I do things with, and all of you here.
But all of you here, you get the worst of me. The whiny and insecure me. I know that and I am disappointed in myself for being this needy, but I assume that you want to be there for me, and from your actions and words YOU ARE. I sense, and I know that you would rather I over ananlyze everthing here and not to others in my life. Although I do not expect you to carry the burdens I share with you, just writing and the responses that you share with me MEAN SO MUCH TO ME!!!!!! So give me your best and your worst. Your weakness and your strength. Your happiness and your sorrows.
I will stand with you.
You are ALL standing there with me.
Thank you for everything, now and in our future relationships.
Truely, HOlly
Last edited by Holly06; 04/29/0703:48 PM.
Bomb 1/06 D dismissed 11/07, attempt reconciliation. Premature. Divorce final October 31, 2008. OW looks like bad history. Over. Still hopeful. Baby steps. In R with my X.