I got back from my trip the late Thursday. The more I am apart from my W the worst things seem to get. My W was confronted on her affair and about her lies last night. I admit that I snooped and found letters from the OM to my W that I was able to put a recent timetable on. This proved that the A was still going on unlike the firm statements that my W was saying to the contrary. She says that she won't try to work on our M and the though of me touching her makes her cringe. The affair appears to be stronger then ever. My W is making plans for a new life with the OM. My M is doomed. She said that making plans for a new life was easier then working on the life that she currently has. I love my W but know that I confirmed what is going on I can feel better about being more firm and not let her walk all over me. I am not the monster that she is making me out to be. Why is she doing this?
