I am not sure I want to continue in this marriage with her if she keeps in all these lies about her affair. I know it happened already, but she is this "new person" - someone transformed by OM's influence. I hate her music - its not her, I hate the fact that she's getting her body marked and pierced - like a teenager. She's pretending to be someone she's not.
I know the old M is dead, but how can I build a new one without clearing up the old issues? I can't accept a lying wife - she had her "fun" and got away with it.
I'm just really messed up right now - and I am not really sure what to do.
~Sol
~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Single Dad, and luvin it! ~ Happiness is a state of mind ~