Good morning,
I don't have much time, as I am going to a bridal appointment with my daughter.

I have this selfish little habit of going to Starbucks, get my favorite vittles, and go to a nearby park that is somewhat spiritual for me.

Well I sure got an earful today.


I think I finally get IT!!

What God is trying to teach me.

Let go of the rope.


If need be, I will tell TJ,

I have alot going on in my life right now, and for now, I am not able to have any contact with you.
When I say "tell" TJ I mean I am saying this on a spiritual plane, not verbalizing it.

Then just carry it out.

Focus on Me and my life.

I finally get it.


Now I have to find a way to honor my words to TJ ( I'm here)
and stay away and focus on me.

I will do that by making a connection to his parents again. For me, not as a part of the TJ and HOlly show.

Just me and them.

I have something to share with them, that I think they need to hear right now, and it will be a comfort to them I believe.
That is my intention.

Me.


Bomb 1/06
D dismissed 11/07, attempt reconciliation. Premature.
Divorce final October 31, 2008.
OW looks like bad history. Over.
Still hopeful. Baby steps.
In R with my X.