Good morning, I don't have much time, as I am going to a bridal appointment with my daughter.
I have this selfish little habit of going to Starbucks, get my favorite vittles, and go to a nearby park that is somewhat spiritual for me.
Well I sure got an earful today.
I think I finally get IT!!
What God is trying to teach me.
Let go of the rope.
If need be, I will tell TJ,
I have alot going on in my life right now, and for now, I am not able to have any contact with you. When I say "tell" TJ I mean I am saying this on a spiritual plane, not verbalizing it.
Then just carry it out.
Focus on Me and my life.
I finally get it.
Now I have to find a way to honor my words to TJ ( I'm here) and stay away and focus on me.
I will do that by making a connection to his parents again. For me, not as a part of the TJ and HOlly show.
Just me and them.
I have something to share with them, that I think they need to hear right now, and it will be a comfort to them I believe. That is my intention.
Me.
Bomb 1/06 D dismissed 11/07, attempt reconciliation. Premature. Divorce final October 31, 2008. OW looks like bad history. Over. Still hopeful. Baby steps. In R with my X.