Will this OW ever go away??!!

[johns_blondie]

I'm doing my best at not obsessing. It's hard as you all know. He knows that I know but he won't admit it. Heck...I've caught him red handed and he still denied it.

He works for the Army and he's a Reservist. His job goes hand in hand with one another. That's why I have to be very careful as how to handle this.

I keep dreaming of walking up to her and slapping her face and telling her to wake up...she's never going to be anything other than OW. It just hurts that he's sharing a part of his life with someone other than me.

I've been the one who stood by his side through many tough times. Worked my A** off putting him through school...and many military schools too. All to further his career and to make a better life for our family. But...nothing seems to be enough for him. He's got to have his cake and eat it too.

By the way...this is his 2nd A. The last one was in 1999. I thought I'd never go through that again and look where I am now.

I just have to be patient...turn the other cheek and love him no matter what. I love him more than he'll ever know. So...I guess I'm in limbo once again for the next 6 months while he's gone to Iraq again. At least she won't be there this time.