Hope, I was thinking about you yesterday. I think you are such an amazing person. You are clearly hurt by all that your H has done, but you've stood by him when he has needed you. At the same time, you're moving on with your life. You're finding happiness without H. You are meeting new people, dating, going for a new job... that is all so great.
Will your H come back and beg for forgiveness? Who knows. What I DO know is that you WILL find love again. Love will find you again. Some awesome guy (and probably totally HOT) will come knocking at your door and treat you like a princess.
You ROCK girlie!
Married 9 years Kids 5 and 6 Bomb 2006 H back and forth for a year M now back on track