Fishing for reassurance is a tough one but sometimes it is what we need to hear too. As much as you don't want to sound needy, I know my C told me there is nothing wrong with asking for a little reassurance once in a while
You sound pretty strong to me and I wish you all the best at this tough time
Heywyre
M - 57 H - 65 1st A-bomb - Nov 27/02 2nd A-bomb - Dec 13/06 together 21 years *************************** Insanity is doing something over and over and expecting different results (Albert Einstein)
