I'm still here too. I followed a link on Withdrawal that you'd started. I thought it was new, (April), but turns out it was last year this time. It was very helpful to me tonight. Of course it's always disapointing when you see a very hopeful thread, and look to for latest on the posters, and find disappointment in their lives. But, maybe you might take a look at that thread again... because it sounds like it may still apply for you. It certainly still applies to me. Maybe you were 'posting ahead', so you could use it this year when you really needed it.
