CL, You are right we are human. It is human nature to want a companion and to want to be loved. That is why God made men and women. Emotions get the best of us. I just don't let anyone see my emotions. I go to my bedroom to be alone. I don't want to upset my daughters. I find usually that reading my bible helps. Believe me I am so much better than I was in the past, but like you said we are human and it is lonely! Sometimes I'm afraid I'm doing all of this for nothing. If most people are honest, they feel the same way. We are not superhumans. It doesn't mean I will fall apart, it just means I get frustrated sometimes. I will continue to DB!
Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyze you, they're supposed to help you discover who you are. -- Bernice Johnson Reagon