i invited him for dinner tomorrow and he agreed. i don't think he has a clue about the date. he hasn't always been good about anniversaries or birthdays. so i'm thinking he agreed on dinner just because it gives him time with the kids, not because of our anniv.
not gonna mention it to him either. he may just cancel. we'll see what happens. all sorts of good memories are coming up and i'm just missing my husband more. i remember he would sorta forget but i'd quietly mention it to him and he'd come up with the most original surprises. i was never into material things for birthdays or anniversaries. he would always make that day memorable for both of us...........i am missing him so much.
he's at our house every other day but our love isn't. i have no clue if he loves me or if he even misses me. i'm grateful that he's around for our kids, that's for sure! i guess my feelings will have to wait for now. all i care about is our kids feelings, they shouldn't have to feel neglected or abandoned. i'm thankful that he finally saw his kids living life without him and sometimes not even ask about him. things happen for a reason.
me = 34 H = 35 kids = 3 worst day of my life: march 24, 2006 he filed: april 20 Present day: Wedding ring on, he's looking forward to another baby, taking day by day, we talk about our feelings whenever possible.
