I think RCR has given you some really good advice. I wish I had a plan of what to do. I think it may be time to just move on as if H is NEVER coming back. I have to convince myself of that somehow. You know from our phone conversations that I have been given no sign from God that indicates that I should give up but I can't keep wondering.

God bless you, Holly. You will someday be a success story like Yellowrose.


Everything happens for a reason, maybe Dad needs to find that it isn't better out there, he needs to realize how good he had it here. Maybe he will find God and that is the most important thing when he finds Him he will know he is supposed to come home.