I am too.
Brandnewday posted a piece on waiting on Gods will, and how to open up to Him, that was wonderful. Check it out.

Gotta go dance with my pole. What shall I name him? Maybe I ought to purchase it first,,,,,

It is a he, isn't it?

Bomb 1/06
D dismissed 11/07, attempt reconciliation. Premature.
Divorce final October 31, 2008.
OW looks like bad history. Over.
Still hopeful. Baby steps.
In R with my X.