Trying to piece at last

[hurtingbad]

VENTING lol

Why do I let myself get upset at the stupidest little thing???

I didnt let him see me upset but when he had gone I sobbed and sobbed lol

And Why??

Cos i invited H to stay the night and he declined. Woooahhh Why did I even think he wouldnt decline. I know we are doin ok but not so good that he is gonna move back in tomorrow or even stay over yet. We are having an intimate relationship now so I know its nothing to do with that. He just didnt want to. I know thats fair enough and even thought ok your not ready when he said no. Then when he went I cried. Is this normal??? Is the depression state taking me over again??.

Help me please somebody let me know if i'm cracking up lol

Hugs HB